It’s been a very long time since I last wrote on Tumblr. This is a good sign. It used to be a form of relief to log my feelings and thoughts here, and for that I have found much better ways of doing so. For the first time in what seems like forever, I have found true happiness, stability and reasons to keep going on those ‘off days’, which are now few and far between. I really understand what people meant when they said “it gets better”. Cheesy, right? But it’s the truth, and I like it. I’ve fallen in love, and nothing could be better. I finally get it; all the films, books etc. Who said romance was dead? Two people hopelessly devoted to each other, with an indescribable connection. I couldn’t be luckier to have found that; so young and so suddenly. Everything just falls into place now. I still have stresses and troubles, as does everyone, but just knowing that life has so much more to offer than I ever imagined, keeps my spirits high. Being agnostic, I can’t say as to whether god exists or not, but if he did, I would be blessed. Right now, even in the panic of my last minute revision for my upcoming uni exams, I am blissfully content knowing that there is more in the world for me to explore and discover. And having somebody to share in those experiences is the icing on the cake. If I spent the rest of my life feeling only half as good as I do right now, I should be the luckiest and most grateful person alive.
Taking every day as it comes, and eagerly awaiting the future.